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Monday, April 23, 2007'♥

i've so no mood to blog this few days, so i won't be blogging.
after he's gone, i finally know the way to love a person right.
right now, just waiting for him come back to my arms again.
never love a person so deep, till he came in my life.
and there's one song i wanna sing, "nothing gonna change my love for you."
goodbye.

Xueru wrote @ 12:20 PM



Saturday, April 21, 2007'♥

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is high.
It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.
You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.
No question, you like to be the one calling the shots.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.
The Five Variable Love Test

Xueru wrote @ 9:19 PM



'♥

we've broke up. don't ask me why.
but i still love him, alot. honestly.
and i hope he still feels the same.
i wouldn't be deleting those photos, because i'll treat it as memory.
asked me how im feeling now?
totally suck.

Xueru wrote @ 3:37 AM



Thursday, April 19, 2007'♥

so like, im spending my day happily till i received this msg from this person.
and it totally ruin my day man.
VERY, VERY, VERY TO THE MAX, DISAPPOINTING.
its like, all my effort i've put in, turned out to sucha piece of useless shit,
and totally meaningless.
oh ya, and im bloody hell sad, angry and disappointing. -.-
argh! you wouldn't know who is that person, but you'll be surprise if you do.
i don't think anyone can guess it right, so don't bother guessing.

yay, so had 3.5 hrs of break today, damn bored.
and i think some ppl are just so ultra noisy, action and act gangster.
c'mon, poly alrdy still behave as thou you just went into a secondary sch.
how idiotic. -.-


oh ya, i think ppl should take care of what they say.
it doesn't feel good to hurt somebody nor getting hurt.
not pin-pointing, just a topic discussed today which makes me understand and know the value of loving yourself, and others.
so people, stop it before its too late.(:

Xueru wrote @ 6:36 PM



Wednesday, April 18, 2007'♥

0.0
SCHOOL IS BORING. ):
and i hate my math lecturer, like F.
and like finally i get to know all the girls in 1B2. yay!
ok, so math lesson, i sat with this guy, wei chun.
LOL, he resumble DEMING. LOL.
and he's slow mo!
wahahahahha, so fun.
and he got a nice email add! LMAO MAN!
HOTNESS, LOL.
so, im the COOLNESS. BAHHAHA.
IM JK ONLY OK! NO OFFENCE AH.
so, i think my classmates are quite fun-loving.
and i miss wy, ming and genepee like hell! hahaha.
yea, so like we've sent the proposal for pool cca,
and lets hope they allow lah! pls pls pls, c'mon.
and i join fishing as my cca. wahahaha.
surprise right? i know i know.
its the last minute decision. so cool.
and now, im gonna sleep alrdy.
tml i've got math in the morning!
so like i've to see WKW, that math lecturer! BOOO~
GOODNIGHT COOLEST BLOG. (:

Xueru wrote @ 8:39 PM



Tuesday, April 17, 2007'♥

oh, im hell bored now.
currently in canteen with mark, my classmate.
lesson starting at 3, which is an hour later. -.-
i miss baby! he'd left for his lesson alrdy. waaaaaaa.
ok, and i love disturbing my new classmates.
bye!

EDITED.
went work after sch and thats it.
ok, so like finally i get to see who is my classmates!
but still donno their names yet.
and one of them actually look like SI WEI. LOL.

DEAR BABY:
im so happy to see you for that 1hr today!
and about that guy, donno if its you who trusted me, or because you didn't care.
but i hope is the first one, of course. ((((:
somehow, not able to see you makes me misses you alot more.
and eventually lead me to look forward for our next seeing-each-other.
lets hope we can meet for lunch tomorrow. :D
I LOVE A MILLION OF YOU. (:

so sweetest blog, turn off ur lights and say, GOODNIGHT!

Xueru wrote @ 1:02 PM



Monday, April 16, 2007'♥

SCHOOL'S START TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so like, quite excited lah.
i woke up at 5.15am you know???!!!!!!!
5.15AM LEH!
den prepare and meet tine. wahahaha.
saw STUPID DUMB AMELIA as well. (die, my post got her name, OMG!)
den reached sch and went to class.
today class is not really my classmates.
only a few are, because this is a communication class.
so, i'll get to see my actual classmates tomorrow!
my lesson for today is only 2 hrs. like, WTH? -.-
make me wake up so early, take the stupid long journey for a 2hrs lesson.
ok, so nvm. got to know a few nice peeps lah.
and after class which is 10am, head over to mac for breakfast with them.
but merely just drank a small-size coke.
chit-chat till 12pm, LMAO, and went back sch for the cca fista.
so boring can?
and i donno what cca to join.
i wanna join something that only require one day per week, 1hr per session.
LOL. but if not for UNI, i won't go and join any.
so, waited for baby to reached sch and i went to meet him like for 10mins.
how sad right? and he look SUPER CUTE LAH!! WHAT A HANDSOME BOY I HAVE. :DDDD
and i bus-ed to AMK, and train-ed to town.
reached town at 2 and went SHOPPING!!!!
ok, so met my pri sch friend, leong cheng and he's growing handsome!
saw jiemin, sinyan and chi yong. wahahaha.
shop at fareast and went over to wisma.
saw mel, wahahahhaa.
walked to heeren and shopped, went to ps, and shopped.
and off i go to work at 6! wahahaha.

oh, there's a group of irritating guys today. >:(
shan't talk about them.
i miss genepee~
GOODNIGHT!

Xueru wrote @ 10:17 PM



Sunday, April 15, 2007'♥

so like, wake everybody up today and go bugis. weeeee.
went over to popular and bought our stationery.
den headed to food court and lunch/dinner.
bus-ed to bugis and bought a grey skinny, like FINALLY luh!
send over to make it more tapered with my black skinny and baby's black skinny.
meet up with carine and went to buy baby's bag.
head back to collect my jeans and went over to bk.
den train-ed back to baby's house, take my notes and went home.
baby came over as well to get his lappy, and home he go.

SCH'S STARTING TOMORROW! like WTH, SO FAST?!
and tml i only have 2 hrs of lesson. -.-
and i'll be meeting tine to take the bus in the morning!
sleeping real sooon!
GOODNIGHT! (:

Xueru wrote @ 10:16 PM



'♥

trained down to clarke quey and meet wy and ming there.
lunch-ed, and that tau-suan actually cost 2.10 -.-
cabbed to klassic and baby bought his lappy for me to play!
weee, watched ice age using his lappy and play a lil dota and RCT3.
kh came awhile later.
dinner at the food court and headed back.
G, P & H reached, and crap ard.
bus-ed back SK, and me, baby and wy went over to mac.
use lappy awhile and home we go!
ok, so like baby is staying over tonight!

tomorrow, last day of fun.
cause sch's starting on MONDAY! hell freak.
im so not ready. ):
off i go to the cozy bed now!
goodnight!

Xueru wrote @ 1:39 AM



Friday, April 13, 2007'♥

didn't really had a good sleep last night.
slept at 1+ and woke up at 4.15am.
yes, and i start to think of ssc, and linked to auntie sally. )*=
last night, baby was sucha sweetie.
he pampered me till im too happy to fall asleep. :DDDDDDD
yes, and that feelings is still burning strong right now.
went for orientation and kinda know a few person in my course.
but so sad, none is in my class.
the orientation was considered boring thou.
used eye power through out. hehe.
and we managed to sneak in to other group and print our timetable.
after printing of time table, headed to buy our notes and home we go!
while the rest of my group are still in the library for amazing race. -.-
me, baby and 4 other new friends. ((:
thinking back, was feeling kinda bad lah! hah.
cause we just run away like that. lmao.
bused to baby house and i sleep like a pig there.
woke up at 6pm and went to meet wy at city hall.
wy, finally we get to see your pussy face luh!
head to happy house and bought my pencil case for school.
and baby bought me a "lil elephant in pineapple" key chain. how cute!
shortly, ming and carine came.
went over to makansutra and had great dinner there!
drinks are free! how great. :D
then walked over to marina sq as wy wanna see his puma shoes.
and head home after that. ((:

was hell tired the whole day! i need to sleep, but i miss baby.
goodnight, blog!

Xueru wrote @ 11:28 PM



Thursday, April 12, 2007'♥

woke up like 2+ and saw a msg that he had drop me.
""good morning baby! hehe. i don wan to be the one tat you written on your blog can? hmmm. everyone has goods and bads. i wan to be a better bf k. alright. kisses and huggs. =D"
this really melts my heart and the sweetness remains. (:
first time didn't get scolding from him. hah! wonderful!
maybe he really understands how i feel. :D

heavy rain today! )):
baby and ming came to fetch me at bus stop in cab.
cabbed down to hougang mall and had our early dinner.
waited for carine at hougang platform and head to bimbo city. =x
bought tics for nada sou sou and walked ard.
went over to pet safari and i love those dogs lah!
especially the shar pei and shih tzu.
i miss my elf. ):
waited for show to start and the show is -.-
hah! rate 1.5/5 for it.
supposed to be a touching show, but it didn't touch me.
those who is emotional can give it a try.
and train-ed home after that.
i think carine feels that we're a bunch of crazy peeps. LOL!
but she saya im cute in msn right now. =x
i know lah. need to say one meh? =xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

baby is on the way to my house right now.
and i've got orentation tomorrow. headache.
i didn't know what to wear!
oh ya, i need to wake up freaking early tml. ): better kill me.
5.15? i guess so. )):
and so, a very goodnight!

Xueru wrote @ 11:03 PM



'♥

hey blog, couldn't sleep. ):
just read a person's*(shall not be named) blog,
and found out that im actually feeling the same way as her!
or should i say, TOTALLY.
yes, all the insecurity and quarrels, and feelings and everything.
oh, finally someone feels the same way as me.

we couldn't spend one day together, not having any quarrels.
those small lil things also. -.-
and i feel that i TOTALLY don't trust him, despite all the "don't worry lah!"
insecurity, problems as well. ):
i don't feel any security with him at all.
in fact, i think im the one protecting him. -.-
romance, none.
going poly wouldn't improve, i guess.
and maybe it'll bring me more problems. ):

how i wish holidays last forever.

im feeling so negative right now and i think i could've die. -.-
so feel like seeing him now and i know it will not happen.
and tomorrow he's not staying as well. how sad. ):
im getting scolding soon, soon, soon. ):

Xueru wrote @ 2:07 AM



Wednesday, April 11, 2007'♥




boo~ im freaking moody right now because of my timetable!

woke up at 2 today and realised im freaking late!
supposed to meet baby at 2 at RM! LMAO.
end up i met him and kelvin neo at 3.
lunched first, den they went over to kimage, while i headed to hair in.
yes, had my hair cut, a bob style and i freaking hell love it!
oh yea, i love my hair now! :DDDDDDDDDDD
and that person ask me if im interested to help them join something.
donno izzit a competition or a hair show.
is held at the end of the year and i must keep my hair short till then.
and those stylist will dye my hair for their "art work"
after everything, if i don't like it, they'll dye to the colours i desire.
and its totally F-O-C!
so, i agreed and left my contact no., and name. (((((((((((((:
im feeling rather excited about it now, thou is END-OF-YEAR. LOL!
aftermath, say byebye to kelvin and left for funan with baby.
reached funan and bought my lappy's sponge bag.
and headed to makanshutra for dinner!
ordered "happy pot", a new stall, and fried hokkien mee.
and the hokkien me is damn alot lah! like $6 like that.
oh ya, the happy pot is nice! and i like it! yum. :D
walked ard esplanade and walked to clarke quey and train-ed home.

reached home, saw my freaking time table and i feel like dying.
its totally WHAT-THE-FUCK?!
as if im studying in republic poly. -.-
ok, im going to watch wo cai and have a good laugh.
goodnight!

Xueru wrote @ 10:53 PM



Tuesday, April 10, 2007'♥

woke up at 7am. how early?!
headed to school for the notebook special service.
reached, and the queue is ultra long. -.-
waited and went to the 2nd lvl for the downloading things.
yes, and its hell gonna take a long time lah.
and because there's a briefing during noon time,
me and baby don't have much time to finish, so will come back again when sch starts.
))))))))))))))))))))))))): so troublesome!
after the briefing, went canteen for lunch. weeeee.
was damn hungry by the time lah!
aftermath, bus-ed to ang mo kio and trained to town.
intend to cut my hair at fareast, but end up not cutting.
yea, bought my stuff and im soooo happy lah!
bought 1 slips, 1 shiny pumps, 1 bag and 1 top from hula & co.
weeeeeeeeeeee.
was damn tired lah, by that time. ))):
me and baby only had 4 hrs of sleep the previous night.
so, both of us are like "shopping-zombie"
was supposed to go work, but was too tired lah.
so decided to go thursday instead.

oh baby, my wish list is still damn long lah.
and i still wanna save up and adopt an elephant.
lets hope god let me win 4D huh? LOL! jk.
my sis had give birth to her 2nd boy alrdy!
LUCIAN NICK-KE-LIKE. LOL!
i donno how to spell that actual nickelike lah, but its just pronouce like this.
ok, im baby-seating lucious kingston right now.
and he's hitting my lappy and pulling my hair!
yay, im logging off soon man. just-in-case.
sleeping early tonight as well. bye!
gggggggggooooooooooooooddddddnnnnnnniiiiiiiiigggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhttttttttt!

Xueru wrote @ 8:45 PM



Monday, April 09, 2007'♥

woke up at 11 plus today.
bathe and everything, train-ed down with baby and meet sm at dhoby.
walked over to cathy cineplex and bought the reaping tickets.
shopped around the whole place and sm took a very idiotic pic. LOL!
sat outside the cineplex and waited for wy to come.
after he came, headed to starbucks and sat down.
ordered drinks and chit chat. ((((:
headed off to the cinema when its almost time.
the show, makes me headaches. damn!
but the show i'll rate 1.5/5.
they doesn't have subtittles and i don't get what they mean some parts. -.-
after the movie, head to long john and had my dinner.
ard 5.54, went to work, and the head home.
baby came over my house for dinner.
den waited for me to off work, and walked over to lrt and fetch me home.
:DDDDDDDDDDD, love him. hehe.
bought cup noodles and drinks home. weee!
turning in early tonight, as tml im going sch.
yes, gonna wake up by 7 tml. -.-
and im going shopping after that! weeeeeeeeeeee.
will be getting my gg5 pay tml! oh yay!
a very goodnight, blog!

Xueru wrote @ 10:23 PM



Sunday, April 08, 2007'♥

weeeeeeee.
woke up and meet baby at cp, den headed to town.
like FINALLY!
start from far east first. ((:
shopped ard and finally i found that black slip i've been looking for.
but only left with yellow and red. so have to order lah.
yup, and i ordered it.
went for dinner there too.
after dinner, went over to vincent's shop.
have been a long time since me and baby met up with him alrdy.
chat about the latest stuff and things den left.
went over to wisma and shopped.
agnes b got nth nice nowadays. hmmmmm.
and nth much alrdy.
oh ya! i bought a game for $1! how funny! LOL.
Ghost Online. hmmmmm, im installing now.
and baby is playing his game beside me, how fun. -.-
he's staying over! weeee.
i love mum! she bought 20 satay for me and baby!
and that satay is damn nice! and its bloody hell loooooooooong queue.
weeeeeeeee. bye blog!
and very goodnight!

Xueru wrote @ 10:41 PM



Saturday, April 07, 2007'♥

went klassic today.
yes, and i did not play.
reasons: headache, and there are international player.
so, forget it.
had dinner at donno what "nan hua............ steamboat"
which cost us 10bucks each with one steamboat and kangkong.
ex huh? i think is ex lah. LOL!
ate a little only because of my stupid stomach.
damn, give me problems at the wrong time.
after dinner, rush back klassic to shit. -.-
so hendry, paul, george, bew and eric came alrdy.
yes, had a good time. played stupid games, laugh at stupid jokes. ((:
and home-d at 11+ going 12.
someone stole baby's tokyo today. damn!
and baby might be getting one sb dunk to rot.

baby's is so different now, he'd changed so much.
he knows the value of money alrdy, how great!
and he'd stopped playing labels.
thou he can't totally stop at all, but at least he don't spend so much now.
yes, and i hoped he'll get himself a boots to wear! how cool!
talking about labels, i suddenly rmb that i've yet to buy alot of stuff.
and now, i still like to get myself a supreme box tee and rosary tee.
and nbhd wash 05 LS.
but i don't think im getting it lah, hard to sell next time also.
my num 1 now is to adopt an elephant ok.
so i shouldn't spend on those things. (((((((((((:

oh yea, im going shopping tml! weeeee.
long time since i went shopping.
and my wish list is 400m long alrdy.
but my no.1 wish list is to adopt an elephant right now.
so i shld save up abit here and there. weee.
goodbye!

Xueru wrote @ 11:38 PM



Friday, April 06, 2007'♥

weeeeeee. finally its time to blog! hah.
GUESS, WHERE I WENT TODAY?!

THE ZOOOOOOOOOO! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I'M HAPPY LIKE DONNO WHAT CAN?!
yes, i've been there quite a number of times since young.
but i just feel extremely happy to go again.
i've totally enjoy myself through out, YES, THROUGH OUT!
let my tell you my whole journey. ((((:

and i woke up at 8am in the morning.
brush my teeth and woke baby up too.
luckily sis make pancake today. weee. and we got breakfast to eat.
den mum fried egg and sandwiched in between the bread for us.
how nice right? so set off at 9?
the two of us were so dumb. we took 80 to cp,
cause we only know outside cp got 161.
ok, nvm. we realised baby hse there have it too. how dumb right?
waited 161 for freaking long. -.-
and we took to woodlands, trained to chua chu kang, and took 927.
nth's wrong right? THEN YOURE WRONG! =x
there's a bus from woodland to zoo, its 926!
how dumb can we get?
reached zoo at 10+ and there's many ppl.
yes, public holidays. ((((:
bought the tics and started our journey! weeeeeee.
we start to walk from the camel there and slowly we walked and see and LEARN!
yes, and the sun bear is cute! hah!
other den that, we see alot ALOT of animals.
some, i took photos, but some i didn't.
either it was too far, block, went hiding or i'm not interested. LOL!
oh yes, i love the polar bear area, cause its cooling. ^^
and rhino, i love!
there is also some skull on different area about diff. animal.
i only took a few, cause its too much. LOL!
zebra is cute, but smelly. and they all show me their butts!
and almost all the animal i saw, i forget their names!
but, of course, i still learnt alot of things through out ok! (:
their giraffe didn't move. -.- how nice for me to take pics.
i don't see any lions. i only see his wife. and all are sleeping!
how rude. =x i came to visit them and they sleep! =X
saw leopard and jaguar all this, but was too dark,
and they are sleeping! ):
i think cat family all sleeps in the day.
they should be put in night safari instead. =X
next, went to see snake. hissed. ^^
mostly didn't move. how sad. but they are beautiful!
yes, really beautiful!
saw alot of unknown animals to me, and i took some of their pics down.
saw turtle's family, croco's family and alot more. ((:
went in to critters longhouse and saw alot of unknown creatures!
but all are damn cute and ultra active,
which makes me difficult to take a pic of their beautiful faces.
wanted to find penguins and sealion all this, but is under renovation!
argh! how sad right?!
ok, proceed to amphitheatre to catch "wonders of the wild show"
we had a great seat, but waited for very long! hah!
its ok, those we reached later couldn't get any nice view!
the show is nice. and i like the sealion perfomance. :DDDD
its some sort unique, i think.
after the show, walked around and finally found my "ELEPHANTS OF ASIA"
YES, THE AREA OF THE ELE IS DAMN BIG! THERE'S ALOT TO SEE!
the some-sort mini show room is a must go!

ELEPHANTS:(this paragraph is all for my fav. ELE!)
the area there is like, there's a few mini hut, that surround the "stage"
and a path way behind to walk.
rest at one of the hut first, its near the sea, so its breezy.
aftermath, walked on the pathway and learn alot of things about ele!
because they put alot of learning boards there.
yea, and i LEARNT ALOT!
the elephants there is oh-so-fortunate can!
walked to the elephant gift shop and they sell elephant paintings!
no, not ppl paint the elephant, is ELEPHANTS PAINT PICTURE!
GUESS WHAT THEY PAINT?!
FLOWERS!!!!!!!! YES, FLOWERS!!!!
the elephant's art work is damn nice!
i don't think i can paint better. =X
thou 1 or 2 flower is not on the stalk, its still VERY nicely painted.
i really cannot imagine those painting is done by elephants!
not just one painting, is like 30+?
and all can be purchased! 20 bucks each!
they painted on colured papers which is slightly bigger den A4.
its cheap, i think. because if you see the painting,
you will think its worth more!
yes, im going back and buy it, one day! (because i'm short of $$ this few days)
and when we're in that gift shop, we can actually see what the ele is doing!
one ele, came slightly nearer, and reached for a bucket of bananas hanging on top!
she hit the bucket, and the bananas will drop abit down!
see photo 93*
after that, went back to the hut, and waited for ele show to start.
"ELEPHANTS AT WORK AND PLAY SHOW"
TOTALLY NICE! YES! 100% I LOVE IT!
AND THE ELEPHANT IS CUTE UNTIL CANNOT CUTE! AWWWWWWW!
I WANNA BE THOSE "ele-keeper" too!
yes, and after the show, i went to fed those elephant!
awwwww, damn fun! damn happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and baby keep taking photo of me while feeding them.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I LOVE ELEPHANTS!

after everything, walked off, feeling sad, yet very happy.
went to kangaroo's area, walked ard and to hippo's area.
in between there's still alot of animal lah! LOL.
ok, i love warthog! but i didn't took any pics of it. ):
when i wanna click my phone, he get his butt up and walk away to hide. )):
how sad right? but i managed to get the photo of the fake one. LOL!
see photo 126*
went to see the white tiger and pig's family too.
and off to gift shop and purchased 2 ele stuff. :DDDD
last stop, kfc! weeeeeeeee.
and bus-ed happily home-d.

I WANT TO ADOPT AN ELEPHANT! YES, I MEAN IT.
GIVE ME 3 MONTHS, I'LL RISE THE MONEY AND ADOPT IT!
NO JOKE. SERIOUS, 3 MONTHS!

and i hope i can be a zoo keeper next time. how great right?
i don't care if the pay is little, but i get to enjoy things i like.
so, i shouldn't go poly. =X NAHS. JK ONLY.
but i'll really want the chance to be a zoo keeper lah!

i shall end my post alrdy, its long! hah!
yes, go to this link, my photo of the day is there!
must see all the pics lah! hah!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2093680669
(sry guys, copy and paste the link. cause there's some prob with it.)

today is my happiest day of 2007!
happier den getting my results, happier than getting to know which poly i'm in.
GOOOOODNIGHHHTTTTT!
and also VERY GOODNIGHT TO ELEPHANTS! ^^

Xueru wrote @ 11:29 PM



'♥

oh, i'm watching silent now.
stayed at home the whole day. how great.
slept at 5.30 last night and woke up at 1.30.
and continued my show from there.
supposed to meet him at vivo for dinner,
but end up cancelled it. so i just stayed at home and watch my drama!
oh, this drama is nice, but abit draggy.
but its still very nice. ((:

from the show, i thought of my childhood "sweetheart" too.
not really sweatheart, its just one-sided love.
and i still remember he's name is call kaiwei.
wonder how is he now.
wonder if he stills rmb me.
wonder if he got feelings for me last time too. ^^

and i think, me and him is getting further apart nowadays.
sometimes i wonder, is he really the one?
we're so different. he loves gaming alot, i don't.
he loves staying at home, i don't.
he loves me, to be the perfection, i don't.
yay, and nowadays i always hear him lucturing me.
i can't use caps when talking to him in msn.
i can't asked him too much question.
i can't force him to go out with him.
i can't asked him to stayover.
i can't blog out our stuff.
and the list goes on.
thats why i love drama now. nobody disturbs me when im watching drama.
or should i say, at least he don't.
so i can just live in the world of drama, and i don't have to think the bloody hell of any problems.
maybe going poly will be better?
i hope so, who don't?

finished my epi 8 in half-an-hr time and i can go to bed alrdy.
tml waking up at 8am, because i've got a date.
with who? of course is, him.
goodbye!

Xueru wrote @ 12:21 AM



Thursday, April 05, 2007'♥

alright, nth much today.
woke up, caught some corner with love today and went to work.
and came home. nth much today.
its 5.04 now and im watching silent.
i finished corner with love just now. sort of finished.
cause i know the ending alrdy, and i cannot find the last 2 parts. -.-
i love watching drama! dramas make me forget everything when watching.
and i feel good. ok, watching now.
epi 2 alrdy. bye!

Xueru wrote @ 3:59 AM



Wednesday, April 04, 2007'♥

kinda weird. i seems not to cry anymore.
i mean on movie and drama. i never shed a single tears.
oh ya, when i watched corner with love, those parts that i don't think anyone wouldn't cry, i, myself didn't cry.
just totally not feel like crying at all. even in movies also.
is like totally motionless. how weird?
so-not-like me. hah!
and when i think of my own prob, i cry like nobody business.
i think i got some kinda split personality. wonderful.
its 3.48 now. goodnight my blog. ((:

Xueru wrote @ 2:43 AM



Tuesday, April 03, 2007'♥

yawns. went to work yesterday. (:
after work meet baby in ps and caught mr bean's holi!
like finally. the show was not bad la huh.
baby and me had a great laugh. rate 3/5.
train-ed home and baby stay over. how great!
woke up at 12+ today.
went cp for lunch. and meet ming and then lrt-ed to RM.
meet up with wy and 3 of them went kimage to cut hair.
one of the stlyist is handsome. how great! ((:
cut alrdy went ming's house.
baby and ming played dota and i sleep like pig.
wy, i think he is gaying with them as well. =x
woke up at 7.30 and they are still playing. -.-
wait till 8.45? den me baby and wy went 260.
reached there and realised we got no cash. and there's no atm! -.-
walked to RM to draw but the foodcourt is closed alrdy.
how great huh? den me and baby cabbed to veri nice and wy went home.
and im here, have yet to bathe. :DDDDDDD
I WANT A TATTOO! I WANT A TATTOO!
still thinking of where to put and what to put.
bathing soooon! bye!

Xueru wrote @ 9:58 PM



Sunday, April 01, 2007'♥

hi ppl. im bored now.
i stayed at home for 3 days, fri, sat and today!
was running fever on fri and sat. oh, how sick. -.-
today is better, at least got baby and wy to accompany me. wee.
baby came my hse first den went to meet wy at rp.
rent poseidon, thou me and baby have watch before.
re-watch it la, anyway its nice what. ((:
den come my hse and watch and have fun la.
till 10+ den we walked to rp again to mail my form. hah!
den wy walked home and baby sent me home den he cabbed home. wee.
tml im working. but i freaky hell feel like shopping la.
nvm, after i take my gg5 pay. weeeeeeee!
and im gonna shop like crazy.
i wanna wash my face and do some facial now. hehehe.
den im gonna watch corner with love.
i think i still like hanakimi more. because its more funny.
after finish corner with love im gonna re-watch hanakimi again.
and i think im fall in love with aaron now.
weee! baby gonna kill me for this. LOL.
goodbye, and i still love wuzun.

Xueru wrote @ 9:56 PM







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